my rules my life

Found my life rules from life learning 

1. If people talking behind your back and they're not coming up and saying it to you, then let them stay where they are behind you

2. When you get what you want, that's god's direction. But when you don't get what you want, that's god's protection 

is it time to give up

Is it time to give up??

Saat dimana dada ini terasa sesak

Saat dimana semua orang menyalahkanku

Saat dimana orang menjatuhkanku di depan orang lain 

Kenapa saat itu terjadi rasanya seperti tidak ada orang yang mempedulikan aku

Rasanya seperti sendiri di tempat yang ramai

Gak perlu bergantung pada manusia lain !!

Benar gak perlu bergantung pada manusia lain,

Tp apa tidak boleh sedikit bersandar?? 

Kalian bukan orang lain ...

Kenapa ada saat dimana orang yang dekat juga menyakiti hati 

Bagaimana harusnya bersikap??

Mau peduli di anggap sok peduli

Gak mau tau di anggap masa bodo

Gak bisa bantu di anggap ga peduli

Tapi disaat orang sekitarku smua mengetahui, bahkan yang bukan orang dekatmu saja mengetahuinya 

Tapi saat aku bertanya ....

Kata kata yang keluar menuju telingaku terdengar menyakitkan 

Seakan aku bukan siapa-siapa

Kenapa?

Mau tau?

Segitunya kamu mau tau urusan aku?

Segitu keponya?

Ooohhhh

Shock!!!

Ya jelas sangat shock

Apa perlu kata kata seperti itu yang terucap

Adakah salah dari diri ini....

Mau menghindar dari smua tapi gak akan bisa.

Apalagi saat ada orang yang mengatakan 

Masa kamu gak tau??

Masa kamu gak paham??

Saat dimana orang yang seharusnya memberitahukan itu lebih senang berbincang dengan yang lain

Dan aku hanyalah sebagai second choise...

Oohh bukan, lebih tepatnya last choise 

Yang dibutuhkan hanya saat dibutuhkan saja

Aku ini siapa??

Kembali bertanya di kepala ini pertanyaan demikian 

Adakah yang peduli benar2 peduli

Berusaha menjadi orang yg bisa d ajak bicara 

Yaaaa tetep aja ujungnya selalu salah

Jadi inikah waktunya untuk menyerah??

It's time to give up?

Answer is NO..not yet

Cause I got Allah 

raise your child

Don't raise your child to be too obedient 

Make sure to tell them this nine things

1. No matter who you're talking to, speak up loudly n confidently

Don't shy away to making eye contact 

2. Don't be afraid of socializing and don't overly concern yourself with the friendship among classmates 

3. Learn to say no to things you don't wanna do even if it's a teacher asking

4. If a classmate say something negative to you, confidently respond and stand up for yourself

5. If someone wants something from you and you don't wanna give it, don't timidly refuse

Ask them "what are you offering me in return?"

6. When you feel wronged, remember immediately tell your parents, they will always support you 

7. Don't place too much importance on how your teacher perceives you

8. Have a courage to say no when face the unfairness 

9. Always maintain self confidence

Nobody like someone who lacks confidence 

May god protect your child and help them grow strong

Note : from Ig 

Love

Love

Love is when my smile looks beautiful

Whenever I remember his face

Love is when my eyes are amazing

Since he is the only one I see

Love is when I dream a fairy tale of us

Because I think about him every second I have

Love is when I am angry with him and forgive him in the same time

Love is when he looks cooler with that old t-shirt

Even more than the sexiest supermodel in the world

Love is when bananas taste great after he said so

Love is when I don't want to lock the door

As I believe in him with all my heart

Love is when I love him 

Even if he never never realizes it

Or maybe he will answer

And he love you too !

By 

Kimly

In De Buron

Impian

Impian

Kalau kita sendiri menyerah

Saat itu juga impian kita musnah

Aku bertekad memperjuangkan impianku

Walau harapannya tipis

Asal ada kemungkinan

Kita tidak boleh menyerah

Jangan kalah oleh diri sendiri

By 

Makoto Narita

In W Juliet

Be careful

Be careful with your words.

You never know how many times it keeps repeating in someone's mind.

Word can destroy in a minute what the heart build in year.

Keep shut your mouth if there's no good words there.

Note : article from Instagram 

Dear me..

I am sorry

I'm sorry that you tried so desperately to fix others, when your own hands were shaking.

I'm sorry I didn't give enough time to heal. That I let you seal the wounds of everyone else, while you were bleeding.

I'm sorry that there were days where smiling hurt, but you force yourself to laugh. So that no one had to worry about you .

I'm sorry that you gave all your time and effort to people who didn't give the same amount back.

I'm sorry there were nights when you cried yourself to sleep and no one bothered to understand why.

I'm so very sorry that I didn't not love you like you deserved to be loved.

Peace

Note : found this relate article from Instagram